I'm feeling so apologetic all of the sudden. I'm sorry that I couldn't be the same person that you knew anymore. How I wish everything could remain as how it was before I came. Sometimes I hope that I'll remain drunk till everything is clam and fine. But no matter what,running away from the reality is not a solution. 因为我已经习惯让别人取代的感受.
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Went Nanyang Polytechnic (NYP) for the pasta making competition. My team screwed it quite badly. Went AMK's MacDonald,Mdm Yait treated all of us. :)
Rushed to Lavender around 3pm with meet Boonjie,Thaddeus and Weeliang. Went back office,took 5 digital boxes. Bernie and Ying where too too. *Weets.
The three of them stayed the office while Thaddues,Weiliang,Deric & me went downstairs which is Golden Mile to explore. Chitchat about Thaddeus's "chicken wings","Maggie". We sat outside the salon discussing which are the "female". Went the supermarket to explore eel. All of us were craving for pool so wanted to have a few rounds but no uniforms are allowed.
Three of them were done,went coffee shop to eat and Boonjie treated all of us. :)
I feel so blessed,mummy always keep ai xin soup for me when I'm working.

It's a disappointment living in the past. In order letting others to appreciate and love you,you must first learn how to appreciate and love yourself more. It sucks living in the past because nobody will feel good with all the mistakes. Because I realised the time wont stop moving for anyone. Everyone can be replaceable easily.
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I have a nightmare yesterday,I dreamt of a witch who had the actually same face as one of the fierce Indian woman I knocked yesterday!
Went JE to meet Thaddeus,Weeliang,Weiming,Jasmine. I was telling Thaddeus & Weeliang the witch I dreamed of yesterday & they were like wtf.
Walked to 287D,gave them their blocks. Jeremy,Boonjie & I went to have our dinner. Jeremy treated us.
After eating,Boonjie & I were to customer's house to fix cable TV. Boonjie taught me how to fix it & it was my first time fixing it. Weets*. The digital box was having problem so I went down to get a new digital box from Jeremy after the digital box was fix. The phone was having problem. I went down to take care of the things while Jeremy went up ended up the customer called to terminate his phone line his morning. What an unforgettable first time experience. .
Everyone came back to gather,received last minute call from customer (intro-ed). Just nice the block I'm at,so went up to promote & got one sale. Was about to go down and saw Boonjie coming to fix the cable TV so went to help him.
Share cab home with Deric,tomorrow have to wake up early for Pasta Competition at Nanyang polytechnic ater that have to rush to office. ;)
Jiejie very good uh,she's helping me to take 7 starhub tee from office.

Overdued picture with Glenn when we're going back to office. (:
I'm very happy to see the team's bonding is much better now. I can sense that almost everybody is getting more serious in their work and relationship is getting closer and closer. Though there's not much sales today but I'm still feeling happy because everyone did enjoyed themselves. (:

" 你说把爱渐渐,放下会走更远.
或许命运的签,只让我们遇见.
只让我们相恋,这一季的秋天.
飘落后才发现,这幸福的碎片.
要我怎么捡? "

I missed my long lost sis,V.

Sometimes I wonder is having mature thinking that important? I tried my best to arrange balanced time for every single one but somehow it failed. Someone used to tell me that keeping quiet is the best solution but I never believe. I guess that's my only solution for now. Patience.

Nowadays a lot of rumors in work. I still remember there's one time when I was sitting down at the void deck with Ttaddeus,Boonjie,Jacky,Glenn,Deric chit-chatting about rumors that we know. Sort of miss that laughing session. ;)
I'm lacked of sleep nowadays,customers had been calling me early in the morning. ;(
Thinking back few days ago,I almost got caught when I was calling DHL. -__-
Slept at 4am in the morning last night as Boonjie & I were preparing Starhub mock examinations for them. Gave pooling session with Ttaddues & co a miss.
Have to attend pasta training tomorrow at school & work at night,shag shag.

Just came back from work,very tired but I love my sales today!
Had hip-hop dance lesson today,the lesson was awesome and I wanna say something which is Jiawen danced like a CJ7. :D :D
Dismissed,went to take book list > home > rest and prepared. Went Jurong East station meet up with the rest and went to work immediately.
I skipped my lunch and dinner today,I'm supposed to feel hungry right now but I don't feel like eating. Moodswing,moodswing. Post pictures another time.

Not enough time.


Been ages since I update my blog,accidentally private my blog yesterday. -___-
Nowadays school is very slack,had been sleeping my way throughout.
Dismissed,went home to prepare myself > Glenn's house,fixed his computer,play with his guinea pig & went for work.
Went to settle one customer & walked to 302 to find Boonjie,Weiming,Jasmine,Jacky & co. I bought ice-cream for everyone but when I reached there,it melted. -__-
Tag with Jacky & Thaddeus at 301,someone knock it before but not clean so three of us became vacuum cleaner. We got scoldings by the residents,I got 3 in a row like wtf. :(
My sales is decreasing & I am extremely sad & guilty lah. :(
Came down,slacked at 302,chit-chat & Jeremy & Boonjie were reading my progress report like wtf > home.

I was silly enough to be afraid of someone taking over my place. Perhaps I'm too over sensitive but I just hate the feelings of losing. At a moment,I was overjoyed yet at another moment,I was filled with sadness. Thinkings went through my mind but there was something I knew for sure was I dont have enough time because afterall,I'm still leaving in 1 month time. :(

Hello,I'm back to update,just reached home from work. :))
Packed Mac & went to school for Pasta workshop,dismissed @ 5pm. Cabbed to Lot1 meet Glenn & cab down to Jurong East as my customer called me last minute. -___-
Jeremy very good at interview lah! Today there's 8 new members,Boonjie & I very shag trying to teach them. Tag with Boonjie today. I brought Jasmine & Weiming to demostrate & I ran marathon back to blk329 to teach 2 new comers > brought them to another blk demostrate to them > help customer fix cable tv with Boonjie.
By the time we done everything,we only left 30mins left to clear sales,LOLL! :( Cleared 1 sales today,gathered everyone > cab to Lot1 > home.
I AM VERY HUNGRY NOW,I HAVEN EAT MY DINNER! :(

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Leave house @ 1130pm. Have lunch with Glenn at Lot1 coffeeshop. Deric came,rushed to Jurong East for 3 customers. The most shag part is removing their old cable tv. Problems with customer,Boonjie came and help us. :)
Rushed back Jurong,meet up with Weelong & co,trained to office straight. Sebawang's team were there too. Stayed back awhile for leaders meeting & when I came out of the room,everybody was watching HBO like wtf. LOLLOL~ :)
Went to eat,Boonjie treated the whole team > grandma place > home.

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